I had a dream I was pregnant.
I woke up wanting a baby.
What is happening to me
It’s far easier to let people think I am a lazy piece of shit than it is to explain the severity of my social anxiety.
Kenley took Harp to church this morning. I promised myself I would be as lazy as possible during my time alone.
but then I deep cleaned the whole house. I’m not very good at following my own instructions.
Why is Age Aint Nothing But A Number the only Aaliyah album that spotify has?
This is an important question.
my music playlist gets even more embarrassing when I’ve been drinking.
i spoke to my mom tonight for real for the first time in six months and it makes me feel weird.
there is really one emotion that I am good at and it’s anger. i should probably learn how to embrace the others.
I kind of regret telling kenley I was cool with him going over to a friends house to hang out because I’m pretty much a big ball of emotion and being alone makes me feel restless.